Chapter 136

January 27, 2018

Dear Ms. Diary,

I woke curled into someone and with someone else climbing into bed behind me; stretching out against my back side; gently forcing a hand between me and, as I suddenly remembered, Rhee. That hand gently cupped my right breast. Since I doubted Celeste would be here in the J house when she could be staying in bed with Dad, I figured the new arrival as Meka, so I pulled my right arm from around Rhee and placed that hand on Meka’s hand on my breast.

She whispered in my ear, “The bed looked so empty with only five girls in it, so I thought I’d join you.”

“I’m glad,” I responded despite that that was the last thing I remembered until Rhee turned within my arms.

“Oh, Meka. When did you join us?”

“About a half-hour ago. I’ve been lying here quietly, my hand on Beth’s breast, just reveling in how ... satisfying being with you girls is. I’ve missed the closeness of really good friends, and the closeness I used to have was nothing like this closeness.”

She sighed, then said, “I’m confused about Kim. Monday was ... pretty good. At least, I enjoyed it, as it felt at least somewhat like what I remember with her. I know I need to tell her this myself, but I thought I’d run it by you, particularly Beth, so that I could get a better handle on what I’m feeling.” She breathed deeply, then added, “There’s no doubt I have a sexual interest in her, and, perhaps, I’m worrying over nothing that there doesn’t seem to be that ... whatever there was between us. I know that we’ve had only one ‘date,’ but I was really hoping that the ... closeness would just ... I don’t know ... just ... snap back into place. I know that’s foolish, but I...”

Rhee cut her off, whispering, “No. You cannot expect for something you built over a year or so to just snap back into place when you want it to do so. Love is not so accommodating. Meka, you’re going to have to work at it. Personally, I think you two should give yourselves a couple date nights a week, and one of them should be a weekend night so you don’t feel so pressed to make progress when there are so many other demands on your weekday nights. Yes, you’ll probably miss out on some interesting goings-on here, but nothing comes free.”

From the other side of Rhee, Liya’s voice said, “I agree with Rhee. I also suggest that both of you try not to put any pressure on yourselves to make progress. Maybe have your weekday night be a talking night but do something fun with her on Friday or Saturday, something that you might have done ... or something similar, anyway, when you were 15. You can’t both say you want to get back to how you were, but also insist on joining every pile of girls on this bed.”

Meka, and the room, was quiet for quite a while. Since I could feel Meka thinking, I wasn’t worried that she had had a negative reaction to something Rhee or Liya had said.

After a few minutes, she said, “Thanks. You’re right ... about everything. Bee-po-gib would be even more fun if I could love on Kim with no qualms that we were jumping the gun on that aspect of our relationship, despite that I so much want her.”

I put in my two-cents’ worth, saying, “One option for a weekend night would be you two just driving around, stopping at anything that interests both of you. I still strongly suggest keeping sex far away from you two on your evenings together. How often did you have sleepovers with just the two of you?”

“Oh, my god. You’re right, Beth. That’s something we did a lot, even when the others weren’t there. I’ll bet there were three or four sleepovers a month with just the two of us, and one or two with most or all the others. I remember the ones with just Kim being ... special. We’d lie in bed ... shoulder to shoulder ... and just talk about ... anything and everything ... just like that memory of which she reminded me.” She inhaled deeply, then let it out a bit liquidly as she said with a quavering voice, “I love you, girls. You’re so good for me. While I think she and I should not just start sleeping in bed together, I see now that we need to get to that point. Now, I can see the path. Thanks.”

Liya added, “Don’t take too long getting to sleepovers, though, but keep anything remotely sexual out of them until you feel you’re at that magic moment you two missed.”

Meka said, “If it comes. Yes, I understand that I cannot place all my hopes on getting a second chance at precisely that, but it doesn’t have to be that moment repeated. It could be something entirely different.”

I responded, “Yes, it could, but you better keep yourself aware that it could be radically different. Don’t miss it, again, just because it’s so different.”

I could feel Meka nodding behind me. I reached behind me flailing my hand around trying to find her right arm. She gave it to me, after which I pulled it around me and snuggled further back into her. I reveled in having her wrapped around me with Rhee and me looking into each other through our eyes. Rhee smirked, at which I lifted my eyebrows in question.

“Dad has obviously gotten over his hang-up about having more lovers.” Rhee looked around at us and at the others on the other side of her, then continued with, “Last fall, I wasn’t convinced this would be good, but my opinion has changed, as she obviously got into the skimpy-outfit competition and was also obviously into Dad.” She looked around again, then said, “She fits with us, and... damn, can she kiss!”

Liya replied, “God, she’s hot and, as Rhee said, what a kisser! On a related note, Sandy got another of her wishes fulfilled. So far, she’s nine for nine.” She asked, “Meka, will you make it ten?”

“I wanted to jump his bones in the hot tub last week.” We goggled at her, so she said, “Nothing will happen while Dad’s around. I didn’t tell you this last week, but when we had our long talk about me and sex, he said that he was almost expecting me to have sex with Charlie. When I demurred, he said something like ... umm... ‘You’ll need to move on at some point, and I’ve talked with him. He cares for you ... a lot. I think he’s interested in you, and why not?! You’re pretty and incredibly sexy. He’s got two wives and both of them seem somewhat like wild children or, rather, wild women. I think that is a three-way marriage. As long as you don’t have any qualms about sex with women, I wouldn’t be surprised if you could join them.’ I just about lost it.”

Again, we goggled at her, and Rhee said, “Jim’s right. Our three parents would love you involved with them.” She grinned at us as some of us giggled and Meka pretended to be outraged, then added more seriously, “I understand and agree with you, Meka. If I were in your shoes, I’d probably do things the same way, for a lot of reasons.”

Meka looked long at Rhee, then said, “Heather and the rest of your sisters are right, which I’ve known, but this is the best example I’ve seen of you being deep and understanding. You really do wear that ‘null’ façade well. There are a lot of reasons that I refuse to do more with Charlie than show him my Amazon body [she smirked at me] and kiss him with all my soul.” She glanced around, then added, “It was more tempting than usual when we were kissing in the hot tub, his cock rubbing on my belly. It was all I could do just to keep my hands from running up and down his back and slide them over his ass.

“Anyway, I wasn’t going to tell you this, but I feel honor-bound to do so, because I sort of used you girls.” We looked at her with surprise, and she held up a hand and said, “First, I’m not used to sharing my sex life with anyone, but because I sort of used you and because this group thing you’ve lured me into against my will [a smirk all around this time] has me sharing a lot more than my body with you, I feel less uncomfortable sharing this while I also know that I should come clean with what I did.”

When various of us exclaimed and tried to comfort her that we felt not at all used, she responded, “Just listen.” When we fell silent, she sat up against the wall and said quietly, “After Dad came the second time when I came for about the fourth time, I still wanted more of him, but he was having trouble getting hard again.” She clenched her jaws, then continued, saying, “So I began a little fantasy for him. I said something like, ‘But my new girlfriends wanted to watch us once and I told them I wanted to get you twice before they got to watch. They said they wanted to watch us make love while they were nude so they could play with themselves while we’re playing with each other. So, I told them that they could watch me ride your cock while they played with their hairless white and brown pussies.’ I’m really embarrassed telling you that.”

“I assume,” I said as I sat up, “that it did the trick, that he got hard enough.”

“Uh, yes. I was just a little put off by the amazing response, but I got over it on my ... what had to have been a twenty-minute ride. I don’t know how many times I came, but I came again when he went off, and we were both really loud. I’m really glad Celeste stayed on campus that night, but that was probably the best ever for me. God, it was ... fucking incredible!”

The others sat up, and Heather chuckled, then said, “I can see what he might have seen. His beautiful daughter with the Amazon body posting on his cock, his daughter’s five under-age girl lovers lounging and sitting naked on the big bed around you two playing with their and the others’ breasts and pussies, with at least one of us cumming each time you came.”

“Oh, god. I didn’t think anything like that, but that sounds hot! Fuck.” Then she looked surprised and said, “Oh, god. You girls are turning me into a slut ... or something. I would never have thought of something like that, and I certainly would not have gotten turned on by it. You’re turning me into a reprobate,” after which she rolled her eyes blatantly and exorbitantly.

Liya responded, “That does sound hot. Did you think about us at all while you rode your daddy’s big, black cock to orgasm after orgasm?”

“It’s not all that big. At least, now that I’ve seen Charlie’s so ... up close and personal, who’s probably a bit bigger, and why am I telling you about my daddy’s cock?”

“I don’t know,” replied Liya. “Why are you telling us about your daddy’s big, hard cock that you like to stuff into your beautiful black-and-pink pussy?”

“You’re messing with me.”

I replied, “No, I think you liked the idea of your five young girlfriends watching you make love with your daddy from only inches away, perhaps running their hands over your lovely Amazon body, maybe even kissing you intensely while you post on that thing, while two girlfriends try to keep their mouths on your nipples as you rise and fall, your daddy watching us make love to you while you make love with Jim.”

Meka and my four sisters stared at me for what seemed like minutes but was almost certainly less than ten seconds. Meka ended her stare by lunging at me, knocking me onto my back, lying on me, kissing me hard, and running her hands up and down my sides. I kissed her right back and ran my hands around, onto her back, and down onto her ass, where I squeezed her cheeks hard as I inserted my tongue into her mouth. When we first started, I wasn’t sure what it was going to be, but I rode with it as it became lovemaking, and then my sisters got involved. Their hands were on us, their fingers were between our legs. It was hot, and fast, and furious. Meka came first but we kept going and she came again shortly after I went off. At that, she settled her weight on me, kissed me softly, then ducked her head face-down on the bed next to my head and softly sobbed once or twice. She quickly got herself together, wrapped her arms tightly around me, then rolled to her left, putting me on top.

“Oh, god,” she cried plaintively, “I did think about that. I’ve brought shame on us.”

Rhee immediately responded with heat, “No, you haven’t! We’re your lovers. You’re permitted to fantasize about us; we certainly do about you. So, what! You got turned on by imagining your five girl lovers watching you make love with your male lover. That’s perfectly acceptable. Meka, we’re your friends and lovers, and we’d do almost anything for you. There are some things we wouldn’t do. But watching you make love with your man, watching you and making love to you while you make love with your man, that’s something that we’d have no qualms about doing for you, although we’d probably draw a line at having sex with him.”

Meka looked past my head at Rhee. I lifted my head to watch the tableau, then slowly skootched a bit off Meka on the side away from Rhee so as not to be in their line of sight.

“W-wh-what? You’d be willing to do what Beth said?”

“Me? Absolutely. I love you, Meka. I love making love with you. I’d have no trouble making love to you while you loved Jim. You must understand that we’ve probably been naked nearly as much as we’ve been clothed since our family went clothing optional. We don’t have a lot of body shyness left, at least in more-personal situations. While I can’t absolutely speak for the others, we really like your dad, and I doubt any of us would have any real trouble being naked in the same room, even the same bed, with him, so long as we weren’t the ... physical sexual objects. Mental sexual objects? No prob.”

Heather jumped in to say, “As Rhee said, we all like your dad and we love you. Rhee can certainly speak for me with what she said. I can’t speak for the others, but I’d have little or no trouble with him running his hands on me, but I’d draw the line at anything blatantly sexual. Well, at least for now. It would sort of depend on how often we’d do something like that, if we did it at all. I’d get pretty turned on doing something like that often, and who knows what would happen. I’m not saying that I might be willing to do something blatantly sexual with him, but I wouldn’t rule it out at this point. I’ve learned in this life I’ve lived with my sisters that we get into situations that I would formerly have considered surprising, at the very least.”

“I guess it’s my turn,” Gracey said softly. “I agree with my sisters. If you wanted us to be with you, even naked, while you make love with Jim, I’m there with my sisters loving your body, letting your handsome man get a hard-on looking at my naked body, and giving you a mind-blowing session of lovemaking with your first love. In fact, I’ll bet the session you had with him while you only imagined something involving us will pale in comparison if we ever do join you and Jim in bed.”

Meka just stared, incredulously, at Gracey, the most conservative of us, for a while, then broke down. Since I was still partly lying on her, I put my right arm around her and pulled myself more tightly into her right side, my right breast on hers, my right leg on hers. The others laid on hands, and Rhee kissed her forehead gently.

As her sobs declined in loudness and intensity, I said quietly, “Meka, we’ve watched a lot of sex. We see Dad knotted up with one of his women or girls more days than we don’t, although recent weeks have not been like that at all. We’ve each found that we like watching, although all of us like joining in even more. The only thing different for us would be the man, and that the man’s cock is inside you rather than one of us or one of our moms. As Rhee said, we have little body shyness remaining. In fact, my mind often rails at me because the big LTG get-togethers have everyone clothed. I’d love it if we could get to a situation in which we were all comfortable being naked together and without the boy in our group thinking that he’ll get sex out of it.

“You need to think about this. You obviously reacted sexually to it, so it may be something you want to do. We do understand that some imaginings are good only when they stay in the imagination, and you’ll have to figure out if this is such a situation for you. However, if you decide you’d truly like to do this, and if you think Jim won’t have a negative reaction to it, we’d happily do this for you. Hell, I’d also do it partly for me. I like your dad and he is handsome. I’d have butterflies, but a lot of things that I’ve liked have given me butterflies. Not only can we do this for you, but I’m also sure we’d all enjoy it, so long as our lines aren’t crossed.”

Rhee quietly responded, “Hear, hear.”

“Oh, god. You girls ... are ... You’re just ... too much. No, you’re not too much, but you’re certainly much more than I imagined five months ago. Hell, two months ago. When I realized that I’d actually fantasized about that while I rode my dad, I thought I’d ruined something that I only just recently allowed to get going, and something that I really like.”

“We really like it, too,” responded Liya. “We’re crazy about you and we’ve really enjoyed the past couple weeks with you. We do worry about being too much, as we’ve really gotten into this three or six or nine girls in a bed all loving one another in myriad ways and we can understand that others may not like that. However, we grew into that slowly, whereas for Brit, Cera, Char, and you, we came at you without much preparation. Of course, Brit and Cera confided in us that that was their secret desire, although more so Cera’s than Brit’s, but Brit is certainly into it. I’d really like it if we could make Cera’s full fantasy come to life, but we’re short a guy or two for that ... at least for now.”

That got Meka’s mind off her current dilemma, as she came back with, “Oh, I’m sure she’d be perfectly happy with Brett and Charlie. Of course, that would require you girls solving the white-elephant problem with Brett and possibly convincing Charlie he’s not losing his young hottie girls to a young hottie guy and cooperating with that other guy. Of course, if we were to get that to become reality, we could probably sell tickets to Sandy and Carol to watch their husband romp on a huge bed with nine or ten girls along with a particularly comely young male hottie.”